Tuesday, October 14, 2025

In Bed I cut words - a winning book

“Authenticity is at the heart of this collection.” 
Judges: North Star Collective of Authors  

In bed I cut words- winner at CAP awards for Indies

 

I am Beyond Words.  

My book - Our book ‘In Bed I cut words was awarded winner in the Anthologies Category at  The Carousel Awards for Irish Independent Authors (CAP) 

  

Around 5 pm. an hour before the event started at Chapters Bookstore Dublin, on the 10th of October 2025, I dictated some thoughts on my phone: “…It breaks my heart that I’m not there. But that is reality of life with severe ME. I can think of places to go with the reality being different. I’m here in my nursing home room in bed looking out over the mountains but my heart is with you all.

“… It’s kind of like a little bit of history made. A book created from collages made in bed, with words by many others, and made into a beautiful piece of art by designer David Murphy from Red Heaven Design. It has been loved, shared, and the story honoured by so so many around Ireland, around the world. 

I would not have been able to do this without the support from soo many….” (See my book web page)


Watching the event and communicating with my brother 

I watched parts of the award ceremony on my iPad. It isn’t easy for me to look at a screen for anything longer than a few minutes but it was wonderful to be able to be part of the night… just in case…Also it was also very much past my bedtime. 


Around 7pm  My book was being reviewed along with the other 5 brilliant shortlisted books in the Anthologies Category. The Judges for this category were North Star Collective of Authors who said: “It has been a challenge and a delight to judge the entries in this category. On behalf of Shelley Tracey, Adeline Henry and myself, Anne McMaster, I’m delighted to give our feedback on these remarkable anthologies and announce the winner in this category. 



Anne McMaster from North Star Collective of Authors


If you like to hear what they said about my book, please go to 1:06:16 on youtube 



“We were deeply moved by In bed I cut words – by Corina Duyn Artist in care  - an original, haunting and beautifully produced book containing words and artworks created by Corina Duyn which reflect on her experiences of severe ME. 


The book is enhanced by a commentary of the artist who supported her and by a range of people involved in Corina’s care.  With its selection of voices and its striking, thought-provoking and deeply moving collages - this anthology makes a powerful case for the arts in care, helping patients to express themselves and to connect with their creativity. 


Corina addresses evergreen themes here: the idea of home, illness, ageing / loss of independence. Importantly, it highlights the value of a creative practice for both in-the-moment enjoyment and self-expression. Corina draws us into a pattern and rhythm as we moving through from one image to the next, searching out the words in each collage – unpacking her moving observations of the life she lives. 


These words and images ask for our time and our attention -  they identify a woman who lives with an all-consuming, overwhelming illness but who explores her condition and her world with a truly fine articulate mind. 


Authenticity is at the heart of this collection; it’s what this anthology is all about. It is about being heard and about being seen. Given Corina’s isolation, her lack of mobility and often her invisibility, this anthology showcases a clear, strong artistic voice. This anthology carries a clear personal voice of loss and loneliness, of tiredness, of creativity and of a deep ache to go home. 


This is a stunning collection that will stay with us – and that is why I’m happy to say that it’s our unanimous decision to award In Bed I cut Words by Corina Duyn first place in this category. 

Thank you.”



The after:


Wow.

Yes.

I did it.

We did it.

Surreal.


My brother Joop, and Niece Aisling at the event 



My brother Joop Duyn received the award on my behalf.

“I am Corina’s older brother, and the two of us are living in Ireland for the past 40 years… She has been diagnosed with this illness at least 25 years. l've seen her going down and down and at the moment she's lying flat. She's actually looking at us.  She's in her nursing home, but she's very happy at the moment. This is a big achievement for a person with so little mobility… This is her biggest award.”


I did it…


I rang the bell to alert the staff.

I texted with friends.

My brother rang.

Carer came to congratulate me and paged through the book.

So many messages…

So many thoughts…


Sunday


My brother Joop travelled from Dublin, to Mooncoin, on his way back to Kerry, to bring me the award in person. And tell me all about the night. 


It is real! I really did win the award. I have the trophy.





Receiving the CAP award



With my brother Joop handing over my award on Sunday

The weekend on social media

Over the weekend this achievement was well celebrated on social media by ME Advocates Ireland, as well as friends and other writers. I was delighted, as I certainly was not able to share this news myself, but over the days was able to read the many, many comments and shares, and respond to some of them. All helping me to understand not just the joy of having been awarded a CAP award for my book, but inadvertently brought the world of severe ME to a different audience…


“You've managed to bring awareness to ME in a way that is unquantifiable.”    Sarah Meehan O'Callaghan

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“….Through her writing, Corina has once again shone a much needed light on Severe ME, sharing, with courage and grace, the daily realities and challenges faced by those living with this devastating disease.  We are beyond proud of Corina for this incredible achievement, and for using her voice to bring visibility, understanding, and strength to our Severe ME community.”  

ME Advocates Ireland (MEAI)

The now 

I will continue to digest this news. Am delighted. Am overwhelmed. What does this means to me personally. Life in care. What does this means to me creatively.  I believed my work was done. Perhaps it isn’t. I will shift through the impact of the judges profound words. I cry when I hear them being spoken or read the transcript. The unwavering believe in my work from so many. What it means to being a voice for those ill, and those living in care

How to go from here…
There are a few books available, and for any updates on future releases, please keep an eye out on my website and social media pages.


But for now - A Big Thank You to everyone who made this possible, and to the CAP team for this worthy events to highlight the work by independent authors. And for the opportunity to witness the award event via YouTube. Much gratitude.

PS
See also Creative Waterford post: HERE



Sunday, September 28, 2025

My Creativity Archived

The past two and a half months has seen many ripples pivoting around my creative life. I have tried over the past few weeks to put the sequence of ripples into a blog post looking how my ‘creativity has been archived’.


It kind of started with Brendan O’Connor reading my letter on his radio show in mid July. It was like throwing a proverbial peddle into the sea. Since then I had various art and book reviews in newspapers, ‘In bed I cut words’ book made the shortlist for the CAP Awards, my previous work was shows in an online ME exhibition and I officially handed over my creative archive to Réalta Arts + Health Library in Waterford.


In the midst of it all I moved to another Care Centre.

See below for the story with links to further reading, if you so wish.  Thank you all again, as ever, to be part of this journey.


Photo taken after the handover of my creative archive 
at the Centre of Arts and Health, Waterford


The first pebble:

12 July: Brendan O’Connor -  RTE Radio 


In June I wrote to Brendan O’Connor in response to his newspaper column in the Sunday Independent For poor Grace, there’s really no Place like home’ (20 April 2025) 

Brendan had wondered about the use of the word ‘placement’. ‘Would Grace not deserve a Home?’ His wording was brilliant, as always. 


I glued the article in my notebook and months later I wrote a letter, by hand, while in bed about ‘home’ and ‘care’ in response to his extraordinary column and posted it to the newspaper. I don’t read back, I don’t edit. 


Not long after I received this extraordinary email back from Brendan. Long story short, he asked permission to read my letter on his radio show. He did, on Saturday 12 July 2025. RTE titled the podcast: My name is Corina. I want to go home. Listen back on RTE Radio 




Brendan started with his own thoughts about the letter, but also with clear information about ME. Thank you!


The responses have been extraordinary. I received so many emails, messages, WhatsApp, messenger, Instagram messages, from friends, previous readers of my books, complete strangers, from ME advocates in Ireland, UK, America, personal comments from staff, residents and their family members.  What can I say. Other than Thank you for hearing me. For telling me your story. 


The Ripples: 

A few days after my letter was read on radio I had a meeting in my room at the nursing home with the Director of another Care Centre which has more people under the age of 65 with neurological illnesses. This meeting was organised by my Disability Case Manager (not related to the letter). It became one of the unexpected coincidental ripples. Tidal wave, almost.


22 July Book Review by Liam Murphy, Munster Express: In bed I cut Words

A week later my PA, my brother and I visited the Care Centre. It felt right. 

The same day a review was published by Liam Murphy in the Munster Express about my book. Another ripple. Two ripples! 

See below for transcript, or Facebook


Liam Murphy - Munster Express


28 July: Home


Shortly after the visit I trusted that the ‘Universe had Aligned’ and I took a massive leap of faith to be transferred to Mooncoin Residential Care Centre. I have again, a beautiful room. This time with view over the mountains which resembles the view I had at my home in Lismore.  It is peaceful and caring. A place for the next part of this challenging journey with my ME body. Home at sorts. More about this another day…





14 August: Little Wings Creative Archive Handover celebration 


I was invited for the official handover of my “Little Wings” creative archive at Réalta/Waterford Healing Arts. Again, this was already in the planning, but it kind of felt right it came on this current wave of ripples.

It was a beautiful gathering with Réalta staff and creative friends, some via video link. It was also very emotional. There is it: more than 30 years of my work in images, newspaper clipping, prints, books, videos… even a diary of the process which became the Invisible Octopus series. A beautiful display, a heartfelt event. To be honest, there were many tears, and not just mine… But I am also very proud. 


Creative supports

“I don’t want to rip the skies wide open, I just want my song to be heard” 

 Corina Duyn (From lyrics by Kris Delmhorst)


Watching the Fit to Fly documentary.
A glimpse back to 2005!
(If viewing on YouTube- there are 2 parts)


Abstract from Realta website:  

… In addition to her boundless creativity, Corina’s attention to detail and her clarity of thought is evident in how meticulously she has recorded her process and catalogued her work.  Her generosity and bravery in sharing her innermost thoughts and her methodology are no surprise to us and to anyone who knows Corina, but will surely be a revelation to anyone who is yet to discover this extraordinary artist.   

Most of Corina’s work reflects her own life and living with ME but, despite decades of challenging health, it is clear from “Little Wings” that she has never lost her belief in the power of art to lift, to sustain and to transform lives.

…[the archive] is open to any artist, healthcare professional or arts + health practitioner. To book your place, please email info@realta.ie indicating your preferred date and time. Open Monday-Thursday 9am-5pm and Friday 9am-1pm.”

See also Arts + Health Instagram, LinkedIn, Facebook.


Online creatives support


15 August: CAP AWARDS shortlist


At the handover we obviously also spoke about ‘In bed I cut words’ and how to proceed next, only to hear the day after that it had made the shortlist in the Carousel Aware Prize for Independently Published Authors (The CAP for Indies) under anthologies.


Of course this book came about due to a beautiful collaboration with so many, see Book Page.


“…The CAP Awards are committed to acknowledging and promoting excellence in Irish independent book publishing, and are also a reader’s guarantee of quality; offering them fresh, new voices from independent authors combined with professional, high-level standards of publishing.”



The winners will be announced at The Carousel Awards for Irish Independent Authors in Chapters Book Store in Dublin on the evening of the 10th of October 2025. 


If you can please attend this celebration - for me… For details and access information please contact info@capawards.ie 


29 August: Dungarvan Leader: “Artist And Writer Corina Duyn Recognised For Latest Book”
Journalist Jo Bell wrote a full page article about the short list of the book in the Dungarvan Leader  
Including interviews with David Murphy from Red Heaven Design  who created this book of beauty and Katherine Collins from Creative Waterford who funded and organised the reprint in paperback. 


  


A small amount of copies are available from myself . Further Availability of the book will be announced after the award event.



31 August: Sunday Independent, Culture & People supplement. ‘What lies beneath’ art column by Niall MacMonagle: “A fearless artistic voice refusing to be silenced”



One of the first collages I ever made, probably April 2022, I used the Niall MacMonagle’s art column title: What lies beneath. Three years later, he wrote a short history of my long creative life in his art column. What a lovely ripple…


"My creative brain will not be silenced," she says. Her epigraph to In Bed I Cut Words reads: "In bed I cut words until I can rest in a world where loss and pain live alongside beauty and hope."


See newspaper link for full article, or at bottom of this blog.



Huge Ripples for anyone with ME in Ireland, possibly even abroad:


With the involvement of my fellow ME Advocates our national health service in Ireland, the HSE, has shared the ME clinical guidelines project on their website! A massive moment.

The guideline will be informed by international evidence, models of ME care, clinical experts, and people with lived experience of ME.”

Thank you, thank you, ALL involved to make this happen.


LET ART BE A WAY TO WITNESS AND REMEMEBER 

Moira Dillon from ME Advocates Ireland (MEAI) created the second online exhibition with works by people living with ME. This time on 8th August - Severe ME Day. The exhibition shared the art created by 31 artist with severe ME from all over the world: LET ART BE A WAY TO WITNESS AND REMEMBER.  

An extraordinary document. 

Jo Bell highlighted in a full page article in the Dungarvan Leader 19 September. “Raising awareness of severe ME - Lismore artist and writer Corina Duyn participates in online exhibition”


From the article:

Moira Dillon, who herself lives with ME:

…” "The online art exhibition offers a poignant insight into the lived experience of Severe ME - a glimpse into that hidden world. The artworks presented reflect not only the suffering associated with this disease, but also the courage, resilience, and humanity of those affected. Each piece of art, whether created by those with Severe ME or their caregivers or supporters, reflects the inner lives of people too often unseen and unheard." 


Corina: "… [It was] an huge honour to be part of this mind altering exhibition. I believe art is the most powerful way to share our often difficult to comprehend illness. Many of us live hidden from society. The public's view of ME can still be one of ‘tiredness'.

This illness is indescribable in words. Images often go straight to someone's heart and mind and stay there to 'dissect', to ponder."




The sea is gently dispersing the ripples


Creativity, or the creative thought keeps my mind afloat. I can’t say I am making anything other than trying to write in my diary, and the occasional trial with watercolour brush pens (thanks Sue), or look at autumnal life in the central garden. 

I have ample time to reflect on the journey I made, and continue to make, shared with you all via my creative mind. At times the reality of day to day life with ME is a different story than my (social) media shows. But that might be for another day.

For now let’s celebrate my creative mind.


BE WELL!


Corina

September 2025



If you like to read the recent news paper articles, they can be accessed at the Art Archive. And here are two art reviews in words:


Review by Liam Murphy of my book ‘In bed I cut words’ appeared in the Munster Express, on 22 July 2025 in his ‘Expression’  column.

(Words shared with permission)


“Corina Duyn is an inspirational artist and a creative, and recently she published another attractive book, In Bed I Cut Words. This time, a paperback edition of her earlier hardcover edition, designed by David Murphy at Red Heaven Design. This book is a poignant yet powerful expression of an artist's response to life with Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME), a condition she has lived with for twenty-six years.


This newspaper has been reviewing Corina's work for over twenty years. During this time, she produced puppets and illustrated beautiful books to tell various stories, thereby establishing her artistic reputation. She made her first rag doll at the age of ten, which led her to become a puppet designer and maker, writer, and visual artist.


Aged thirty-six, she was diagnosed with ME. Corina was finding ways to cope and continue her artistic vision. She was unshaken in her need to make art and still believes "there is always a way".


Since 2021, Corina has been living in full-time care at Signacare Nursing Home. Waterford Healing Arts and Creative Waterford connected her with artist Caroline Schofield. This led to a wonderful and groundbreaking 2023 exhibition at GOMA, titled 'I Brought The Dream Of Flying'. This was a triumph for Corina's determination, persistence and resilience.


As her physical ability weakened, she produced collages, mostly from her bed; the title strikes home: "In Bed I Cut Words." This book will evoke pain and anger, but what shines out most is the work of an artist whose limitations will not defeat them. The photographs in this book illuminate the inner beauty of art and expression under challenging conditions. The work is minimalist but powerful, and the stoicism does not hide the frustration, the battle with 'imprisonment' of the artist within the person and within a care setting. There is grief and pain, but there is also achievement, glorious, radiating art making at all costs.


Corina's poem strikes home: "In bed I cut words until I can rest in a world, where loss and pain live alongside beauty and hope".




Art: What Lies Beneath. NIALL MacMONAGLE

“A fearless artistic voice refusing to be silenced” see also

 

Artist Corina Duyn: ‘Puppetry forced me to look deep into the reality of my illness


 A photograph of Corina Duyn, aged three, shows her pencil in hand, totally focused on what she is drawing. Aged four, she made a scrapbook containing cut-out wrapping paper graphics.

Last year Duyn published In Bed I Cut Words - what she describes as "a scrapbook of sorts" containing recent artworks, collages and her sculptures. She has been making and creating her whole life.


From Beverwijk, in the Netherlands, in her late teens Duyn moved to Haarlem, "full of art, music, galleries, museums, an alternative jazz club. My parents and five siblings were all creatives in different ways.


"My dad was a coppersmith, [but] worked in a factory to provide for his family. I think it broke his heart. Just before he died suddenly at 59 - I was 14 - he was working on a model of the HMS Bounty and I inherited his attention to detail.


"We made our own things. My mother made our clothes. We made do with what we had. I still do. I had my own little hand-operated sewing machine, made dolls clothes and, aged 10, made my first rag doll. That was the start of my interest in dolls and puppets.


"My father had given me a set of a hand mitre saw and hand drill and I used this to create my first puppet a year after he passed away."


Art wasn't part of Duyn's schooling. "We did cross stitching and sewing and I was told I was too meticulous and thus too slow." And though she would, have preferred to study art and culture, she says: “I trained as a nurse-carer and studied social care while working in a group home with adults with intellectual disabilities."


She loves puppetry. "Puppets have a freedom when animated" and Duyn realises "puppetry forced me to look deep into the reality of my illness”. Art, once a hobby, "became my work after my move to Ireland".


She came in 1989 for six months and returned a year later for good. As caretaker of Dromana House, Cappoquin, Co Waterford, she began her Fantasy Folk Artist Dolls, had a home studio, big corporate commis-sions, several exhibitions and taught puppet making.


But 27 years ago Duyn's life changed dramatically.

"Illness - Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (or chronic fatigue syndrome), ME - changed my life overnight and four years ago I had to, sadly, give up my independent life at my lovely home, garden and studio to live in care” But she continues to make art.


"My creative brain will not be silenced," she says. Her epigraph to In Bed I Cut Words reads: "In bed I cut words until I can rest in a world where loss and pain live alongside beauty and hope." 

Waterford Healing Arts supports Duyn's work and since moving into care, Duyn, in collaboration with artist Caroline Schofield, created this sculpture, Unspoken Words, using papier-mache, petals, leaves, feathers and a gifted necklace.

"It tells a story of my creative life, before illness, through illness and life in care. No longer able to make collages - my brain and hands did not co-operate - I had packs of collected words shredded, would take a handful, mixed it with glue, stuck it on the head." Duyn calls it "tum-bling-of-words hair". 


Unspoken Words contains many memories. "Memories of teaching before I became ill, and hidden stories. I am always looking for ways to bring ideas into being."