Sunday, September 28, 2025

My Creativity Archived

The past two and a half months has seen many ripples pivoting around my creative life. I have tried over the past few weeks to put the sequence of ripples into a blog post looking how my ‘creativity has been archived’.


It kind of started with Brendan O’Connor reading my letter on his radio show in mid July. It was like throwing a proverbial peddle into the sea. Since then I had various art and book reviews in newspapers, ‘In bed I cut words’ book made the shortlist for the CAP Awards, my previous work was shows in an online ME exhibition and I officially handed over my creative archive to Réalta Arts + Health Library in Waterford.


In the midst of it all I moved to another Care Centre.

See below for the story with links to further reading, if you so wish.  Thank you all again, as ever, to be part of this journey.


Photo taken after the handover of my creative archive 
at the Centre of Arts and Health, Waterford


The first pebble:

12 July: Brendan O’Connor -  RTE Radio 


In June I wrote to Brendan O’Connor in response to his newspaper column in the Sunday Independent For poor Grace, there’s really no Place like home’ (20 April 2025) 

Brendan had wondered about the use of the word ‘placement’. ‘Would Grace not deserve a Home?’ His wording was brilliant, as always. 


I glued the article in my notebook and months later I wrote a letter, by hand, while in bed about ‘home’ and ‘care’ in response to his extraordinary column and posted it to the newspaper. I don’t read back, I don’t edit. 


Not long after I received this extraordinary email back from Brendan. Long story short, he asked permission to read my letter on his radio show. He did, on Saturday 12 July 2025. RTE titled the podcast: My name is Corina. I want to go home. Listen back on RTE Radio 




Brendan started with his own thoughts about the letter, but also with clear information about ME. Thank you!


The responses have been extraordinary. I received so many emails, messages, WhatsApp, messenger, Instagram messages, from friends, previous readers of my books, complete strangers, from ME advocates in Ireland, UK, America, personal comments from staff, residents and their family members.  What can I say. Other than Thank you for hearing me. For telling me your story. 


The Ripples: 

A few days after my letter was read on radio I had a meeting in my room at the nursing home with the Director of another Care Centre which has more people under the age of 65 with neurological illnesses. This meeting was organised by my Disability Case Manager (not related to the letter). It became one of the unexpected coincidental ripples. Tidal wave, almost.


22 July Book Review by Liam Murphy, Munster Express: In bed I cut Words

A week later my PA, my brother and I visited the Care Centre. It felt right. 

The same day a review was published by Liam Murphy in the Munster Express about my book. Another ripple. Two ripples! 

See below for transcript, or Facebook


Liam Murphy - Munster Express


28 July: Home


Shortly after the visit I trusted that the ‘Universe had Aligned’ and I took a massive leap of faith to be transferred to Mooncoin Residential Care Centre. I have again, a beautiful room. This time with view over the mountains which resembles the view I had at my home in Lismore.  It is peaceful and caring. A place for the next part of this challenging journey with my ME body. Home at sorts. More about this another day…





14 August: Little Wings Creative Archive Handover celebration 


I was invited for the official handover of my “Little Wings” creative archive at Réalta/Waterford Healing Arts. Again, this was already in the planning, but it kind of felt right it came on this current wave of ripples.

It was a beautiful gathering with Réalta staff and creative friends, some via video link. It was also very emotional. There is it: more than 30 years of my work in images, newspaper clipping, prints, books, videos… even a diary of the process which became the Invisible Octopus series. A beautiful display, a heartfelt event. To be honest, there were many tears, and not just mine… But I am also very proud. 


Creative supports

“I don’t want to rip the skies wide open, I just want my song to be heard” 

 Corina Duyn (From lyrics by Kris Delmhorst)


Watching the Fit to Fly documentary.
A glimpse back to 2005!
(If viewing on YouTube- there are 2 parts)


Abstract from Realta website:  

… In addition to her boundless creativity, Corina’s attention to detail and her clarity of thought is evident in how meticulously she has recorded her process and catalogued her work.  Her generosity and bravery in sharing her innermost thoughts and her methodology are no surprise to us and to anyone who knows Corina, but will surely be a revelation to anyone who is yet to discover this extraordinary artist.   

Most of Corina’s work reflects her own life and living with ME but, despite decades of challenging health, it is clear from “Little Wings” that she has never lost her belief in the power of art to lift, to sustain and to transform lives.

…[the archive] is open to any artist, healthcare professional or arts + health practitioner. To book your place, please email info@realta.ie indicating your preferred date and time. Open Monday-Thursday 9am-5pm and Friday 9am-1pm.”

See also Arts + Health Instagram, LinkedIn, Facebook.


Online creatives support


15 August: CAP AWARDS shortlist


At the handover we obviously also spoke about ‘In bed I cut words’ and how to proceed next, only to hear the day after that it had made the shortlist in the Carousel Aware Prize for Independently Published Authors (The CAP for Indies) under anthologies.


Of course this book came about due to a beautiful collaboration with so many, see Book Page.


“…The CAP Awards are committed to acknowledging and promoting excellence in Irish independent book publishing, and are also a reader’s guarantee of quality; offering them fresh, new voices from independent authors combined with professional, high-level standards of publishing.”



The winners will be announced at The Carousel Awards for Irish Independent Authors in Chapters Book Store in Dublin on the evening of the 10th of October 2025. 


If you can please attend this celebration - for me… For details and access information please contact info@capawards.ie 


29 August: Dungarvan Leader: “Artist And Writer Corina Duyn Recognised For Latest Book”
Journalist Jo Bell wrote a full page article about the short list of the book in the Dungarvan Leader  
Including interviews with David Murphy from Red Heaven Design  who created this book of beauty and Katherine Collins from Creative Waterford who funded and organised the reprint in paperback. 


  


A small amount of copies are available from myself . Further Availability of the book will be announced after the award event.



31 August: Sunday Independent, Culture & People supplement. ‘What lies beneath’ art column by Niall MacMonagle: “A fearless artistic voice refusing to be silenced”



One of the first collages I ever made, probably April 2022, I used the Niall MacMonagle’s art column title: What lies beneath. Three years later, he wrote a short history of my long creative life in his art column. What a lovely ripple…


"My creative brain will not be silenced," she says. Her epigraph to In Bed I Cut Words reads: "In bed I cut words until I can rest in a world where loss and pain live alongside beauty and hope."


See newspaper link for full article, or at bottom of this blog.



Huge Ripples for anyone with ME in Ireland, possibly even abroad:


With the involvement of my fellow ME Advocates our national health service in Ireland, the HSE, has shared the ME clinical guidelines project on their website! A massive moment.

The guideline will be informed by international evidence, models of ME care, clinical experts, and people with lived experience of ME.”

Thank you, thank you, ALL involved to make this happen.


LET ART BE A WAY TO WITNESS AND REMEMEBER 

Moira Dillon from ME Advocates Ireland (MEAI) created the second online exhibition with works by people living with ME. This time on 8th August - Severe ME Day. The exhibition shared the art created by 31 artist with severe ME from all over the world: LET ART BE A WAY TO WITNESS AND REMEMBER.  

An extraordinary document. 

Jo Bell highlighted in a full page article in the Dungarvan Leader 19 September. “Raising awareness of severe ME - Lismore artist and writer Corina Duyn participates in online exhibition”


From the article:

Moira Dillon, who herself lives with ME:

…” "The online art exhibition offers a poignant insight into the lived experience of Severe ME - a glimpse into that hidden world. The artworks presented reflect not only the suffering associated with this disease, but also the courage, resilience, and humanity of those affected. Each piece of art, whether created by those with Severe ME or their caregivers or supporters, reflects the inner lives of people too often unseen and unheard." 


Corina: "… [It was] an huge honour to be part of this mind altering exhibition. I believe art is the most powerful way to share our often difficult to comprehend illness. Many of us live hidden from society. The public's view of ME can still be one of ‘tiredness'.

This illness is indescribable in words. Images often go straight to someone's heart and mind and stay there to 'dissect', to ponder."




The sea is gently dispersing the ripples


Creativity, or the creative thought keeps my mind afloat. I can’t say I am making anything other than trying to write in my diary, and the occasional trial with watercolour brush pens (thanks Sue), or look at autumnal life in the central garden. 

I have ample time to reflect on the journey I made, and continue to make, shared with you all via my creative mind. At times the reality of day to day life with ME is a different story than my (social) media shows. But that might be for another day.

For now let’s celebrate my creative mind.


BE WELL!


Corina

September 2025



If you like to read the recent news paper articles, they can be accessed at the Art Archive. And here are two art reviews in words:


Review by Liam Murphy of my book ‘In bed I cut words’ appeared in the Munster Express, on 22 July 2025 in his ‘Expression’  column.

(Words shared with permission)


“Corina Duyn is an inspirational artist and a creative, and recently she published another attractive book, In Bed I Cut Words. This time, a paperback edition of her earlier hardcover edition, designed by David Murphy at Red Heaven Design. This book is a poignant yet powerful expression of an artist's response to life with Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME), a condition she has lived with for twenty-six years.


This newspaper has been reviewing Corina's work for over twenty years. During this time, she produced puppets and illustrated beautiful books to tell various stories, thereby establishing her artistic reputation. She made her first rag doll at the age of ten, which led her to become a puppet designer and maker, writer, and visual artist.


Aged thirty-six, she was diagnosed with ME. Corina was finding ways to cope and continue her artistic vision. She was unshaken in her need to make art and still believes "there is always a way".


Since 2021, Corina has been living in full-time care at Signacare Nursing Home. Waterford Healing Arts and Creative Waterford connected her with artist Caroline Schofield. This led to a wonderful and groundbreaking 2023 exhibition at GOMA, titled 'I Brought The Dream Of Flying'. This was a triumph for Corina's determination, persistence and resilience.


As her physical ability weakened, she produced collages, mostly from her bed; the title strikes home: "In Bed I Cut Words." This book will evoke pain and anger, but what shines out most is the work of an artist whose limitations will not defeat them. The photographs in this book illuminate the inner beauty of art and expression under challenging conditions. The work is minimalist but powerful, and the stoicism does not hide the frustration, the battle with 'imprisonment' of the artist within the person and within a care setting. There is grief and pain, but there is also achievement, glorious, radiating art making at all costs.


Corina's poem strikes home: "In bed I cut words until I can rest in a world, where loss and pain live alongside beauty and hope".




Art: What Lies Beneath. NIALL MacMONAGLE

“A fearless artistic voice refusing to be silenced” see also

 

Artist Corina Duyn: ‘Puppetry forced me to look deep into the reality of my illness


 A photograph of Corina Duyn, aged three, shows her pencil in hand, totally focused on what she is drawing. Aged four, she made a scrapbook containing cut-out wrapping paper graphics.

Last year Duyn published In Bed I Cut Words - what she describes as "a scrapbook of sorts" containing recent artworks, collages and her sculptures. She has been making and creating her whole life.


From Beverwijk, in the Netherlands, in her late teens Duyn moved to Haarlem, "full of art, music, galleries, museums, an alternative jazz club. My parents and five siblings were all creatives in different ways.


"My dad was a coppersmith, [but] worked in a factory to provide for his family. I think it broke his heart. Just before he died suddenly at 59 - I was 14 - he was working on a model of the HMS Bounty and I inherited his attention to detail.


"We made our own things. My mother made our clothes. We made do with what we had. I still do. I had my own little hand-operated sewing machine, made dolls clothes and, aged 10, made my first rag doll. That was the start of my interest in dolls and puppets.


"My father had given me a set of a hand mitre saw and hand drill and I used this to create my first puppet a year after he passed away."


Art wasn't part of Duyn's schooling. "We did cross stitching and sewing and I was told I was too meticulous and thus too slow." And though she would, have preferred to study art and culture, she says: “I trained as a nurse-carer and studied social care while working in a group home with adults with intellectual disabilities."


She loves puppetry. "Puppets have a freedom when animated" and Duyn realises "puppetry forced me to look deep into the reality of my illness”. Art, once a hobby, "became my work after my move to Ireland".


She came in 1989 for six months and returned a year later for good. As caretaker of Dromana House, Cappoquin, Co Waterford, she began her Fantasy Folk Artist Dolls, had a home studio, big corporate commis-sions, several exhibitions and taught puppet making.


But 27 years ago Duyn's life changed dramatically.

"Illness - Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (or chronic fatigue syndrome), ME - changed my life overnight and four years ago I had to, sadly, give up my independent life at my lovely home, garden and studio to live in care” But she continues to make art.


"My creative brain will not be silenced," she says. Her epigraph to In Bed I Cut Words reads: "In bed I cut words until I can rest in a world where loss and pain live alongside beauty and hope." 

Waterford Healing Arts supports Duyn's work and since moving into care, Duyn, in collaboration with artist Caroline Schofield, created this sculpture, Unspoken Words, using papier-mache, petals, leaves, feathers and a gifted necklace.

"It tells a story of my creative life, before illness, through illness and life in care. No longer able to make collages - my brain and hands did not co-operate - I had packs of collected words shredded, would take a handful, mixed it with glue, stuck it on the head." Duyn calls it "tum-bling-of-words hair". 


Unspoken Words contains many memories. "Memories of teaching before I became ill, and hidden stories. I am always looking for ways to bring ideas into being."

Sunday, July 6, 2025

Travels with my book ‘In bed I cut words’

Through ‘In bed I cut words’ I travelled deep inside my existence as well as into the wide world beyond. This blog turned into a kind of a travel log, sharing the beauty I experienced along the way, the people I met, as well as the challenges encountered. 



Elizabeth / Jane / Pascale / Corina /  Caroline (with the camera)
In the elevator after the launch on the way to my Treehouse.


As you (probably) know October 2024 saw the arrival of the limited edition (200) hardcover books of In bed I cut words which I wrote about in this blog post. This book - this work of art - was created during a six month collaboration with David Murphy at Red Heaven Design a year after the last collage was made.


The book has been an incredible journey, and I would like to express my deepest gratitude to everyone who came along with me on that journey, to those who read my book, ordered more copies, send me messages, emails, cards, letters, gifts, art, chocolate,  shared thoughtful comments and wrote reviews, and generously donated to Waterford Healing Arts, as was my request.


Your kindness, encouragement, and connection touched my heart with such deep gratitude. 

My work has flown and continues to fly beyond the confines of my nursing home room to all corners of the world. Into minds and hearts of many and into unknown places. It is truly extraordinary to lie here in bed and know all this. Through it all I understand my own work in a new light


“… More than a beautiful book, In bed I cut words asks difficult questions. What does “home” mean when it’s no longer a place of your choosing? What happens to the creative impulse in institutional settings? And how can society better support artists – and people – in navigating such profound change?” 
Katherine Collins, Creative Waterford Coordinator


The printing of (500) paperback books, published in April 2025, was the result of the unwavering belief in my work by a private benefactor and Creative Waterford

Irish Hospice Foundation Arts and Cultural Engagement team kindly took on the distribution.


The places and people the book (and I) travelled to: 

At Crinniú na Ceirde - Gathering Craft RDS
The importance of the creative conversation
 

Irish Hospice Foundation and their Caru Program: Supporting Care & Compassion at End of Life in Nursing Homes

Palliative Care Centres / Nursing-homes and other care centres /Hospices 

Art centres and offices / Arts Council / Arts & Health practitioners and organisations 

Age & Opportunity / Creative Brain Week / Crinniú na Ceirde-Gathering Craft /Art Book Fair

College of Surgeons / Universities / Researchers /Unheard Voices Project /HSE and Advocates

Dept of Tourism, Culture, Arts / National Library/ National Museum/ IMMA

Libraries around Ireland / Creative Ireland / National Archives /Journalists 


And to many, many individuals and organisations in Ireland, UK/Scotland, Netherlands, Germany, Spain, Australia, Canada, Chile, Romania, USA.


Being Proud - is an understatement.


And… I am excited to share that In bed I cut words has been long-listed for the Carousel Aware Prize for Independent Authors, under Anthologies. It’s an incredible honour to be recognised alongside such talented authors. (20-6-25)


“In bed I cut words is a testament to Corina’s refusal to be silenced by circumstance.” 

  Creative Waterford


The launch


At the imminent arrival of the reprint the director of nursing here suggested: ‘will we have a launch this time?’

‘I’ll think about it…’ 

When I mentioned this to the Irish Hospice Foundation team they suggested ‘maybe… if I was up for it… to do it on Arts in Nursing Homes Day?’ 

It seemed like an appropriate day. And so, it came to be:


Corina Duyn Launches Paperback Edition of In Bed I Cut Words on Arts in Nursing Homes Day




The launch was attended by Irish Hospice Foundation’s Elizabeth Hutcheson, Regional Caru Lead Janet Tobin Martin, Artist Caroline Schofield, Assistant Director Rèalta/Waterford Healing Arts Maeve Butler, Creative Waterford Coordinator Katherine Collins, Director Rebecca Ellickson, some nurses, carers, both activity coordinators, management, and my friends Pascale and Jane, as well as several residents and their family members.


Janet Tobin Martin Caru Regional Lead;

Elizabeth Hutcheson Arts Producer Irish Hospice Foundation; 

Maeve Butler Assistant Director, Rèalta/Waterford Healing Arts;

Corina Duyn Artist and Author;

Rebecca Ellickson Director of Nursing Signacare;

Shirley Molloy Activities Lead Signacare; 

Katherine Collins Creative Waterford Coordinator Waterford Council.



It was a beautiful, heartfelt event. Albeit I personally found it quite overwhelming at the start, especially being among so many people talking. But I embraced the moment, met the wonderful guests, and listened to the speakers. It was when we aired my video The Importance of the Creative Conversation , that the reality of what my life is really like became very clear. It made me rather emotional…



Janet Tobin Martin who is Regional Caru Lead reflected: “On Friday, 16 May, I had the absolute privilege to attend the beautiful and moving launch of the paperback edition of 'In bed I cut words' by the incredible artist and writer Corina Duyn at SignaCare Waterford …  

Corina's book is a powerful and deeply personal reflection on her 26-year journey with ME, and her transition to full-time care at the age of 59. Through her evocative collages, poetry, prose, and contributions from artists, poets, and healthcare professionals, Corina shares a message of resilience, creativity, and grace … this project beautifully embodies the spirit of compassion, creativity, and community care.”



Collage made by Corina for the event.


I had requested that the focus of the event be the Arts, as it was Arts in Nursing Homes Day. And an event without music. For me it was about the conversation which happens when busy with our hands. I had cut some words and phrases and made a sample collage in advance


Collages were made and conversations happened. That made me proud.

Starting to feel unwell I was brought to the garden for some air. There we had, what looks like, a serious conversation. Or maybe it is simply that speaking at that point is costing a lot of energy. But happy to continue the creative conversation! 


In conversation with Katherine, Elizabeth, and Caroline

All in all, it was a day to remember. And one I am glad I had agreed to as now the book is truly out there. My story is out there. 

It took courage.


…The strength and clarity of Corina’s artistic voice is inspiring on its own – but when considered in the context of her many challenges, it’s clear that Corina is a true artist: she quite simply must make art in order to survive.” 
Claire Meaney, Director of Réalta/Waterford Healing Arts


The broken clock


The other side of this wonderful event, accomplishment, joy, pride, and love is that my body was not able to handle it all. Also a few days before the launch, I had a day long journey to a hospital in another city. Travelling fully reclined in my wheelchair in the CIL wheelchair van, I got there one breath, one kilometre at a time, had the medical investigation, and traveled back one breath, one kilometre at a time. A pure lesson in mindfulness. Never been so happy to see my bed.


Straight after the book launch, I went to bed and sat propped up in bed for family visits some days later. I managed these lovely meaningful visits by being fully present, and then going straight back in to bed. Often with the curtains closed. Silence. Remembering the conversations. The memories of times past, of time present.


During the weeks that followed I was probably in a permanent ‘crash’ state. Post Exertional Neuroimmune Exhaustion (PENE) or Post Exertional Malaise (PEM) are the official terms. Being very unwell. My abilities, mobility, swallowing, digestive system and sensitivities negatively affected. At the same time I marvel and smile at where my work is being seen, read, and shared.      


Unfortunately I also experienced several episodes of full as well as partial paralysis. All accompanied by severe pain with speech affected, however I can see and hear. Each episode lasted up to four hours and required at least a day of recovery. I also had a very difficult-to-diagnose infection which probably aided the physical decline.


During one paralysis episode I tried to put a visual on the experience. I am an artist to the core. I came up with and tried to convey to my PA who witnessed one of the episodes, the image of the broken clock I made during the shadow puppetry times. 


‘Broken clock’ One of the images from ‘Invisible Octopus’ 


It is as if my body, or brain is like a clock and suddenly the springs and all the inner parts jump out. With a bang. I witness it. I feel it. I endure it. Knowing it will eventually pass. That ‘something’ will pull me through.


However, being so ill so frequently in a short spell of time really made me think that despite all the wonderful things that happened I had done permanent damage to my health. That I had entered a new even more severe phase of ME. 


However six weeks later I can think more clearly again. And wrote this post over several days in short segments like making a piece of art, in a way removed from reality. Adding, chiselling, correcting…Until the reality ‘hits me’ hard.  

Some days I am up and kind of dressed (with help), balanced with days of full rest. I can look ahead again. Sit in my recliner by the window instead of being flat in bed. I see the birds. And properly connect with friends and family, to be a little part of their lives again. Thanking them for being part of mine. 


The re-emerging into life reminded me of an article in my invisible octopus puppetry series: I come back like the Phoenix - I rise, somewhat battered, from the ashes.



ME remains a curious illness


I hope that through my art and writing over the many years of illness and most recently with the exhibition I brought the dream of flying and the book In bed I cut words, I have brought snippets of understanding to this so often disbelieved illness. And contributed to the conversation about care. 

ME is a curious horrible difficult illness to comprehend and manage. As well as much needed eduction (!), Art, I think is a powerful way to portray this life, as demonstrated in the Bring ME out of the shadows online art exhibition curated by ME Advocates Ireland. I am honoured to have my work, including the book, featured in this amazing array of works and stories. 


If you would like to be part of my book-journey


If you are interested to have a In bed I cut words book of your own please contact Elizabeth or Corina  for copies.  Donations to Irish Hospice Foundation or Waterford Healing Arts are greatly appreciated. See my website page for further details.




Thank you 

for being here 

with me 

With those of us 

living with ME, 

With those of us 

living with chronic illness. 

With those of us 

living in care, 

for whatever reason.

 

 


Be well

Corina 

July 2025 


Update March 2026. The book can now be read and shared for free on ISSUU - LITTLE WINGS  including all Corina’s catalogue of writing created over the past twenty years.




Book launch articles in full 


Creative Waterford

https://thisiswaterford.ie/corina-duyn-launches-paperback-edition-of-in-bed-i-cut-words-on-arts-in-nursing-homes-day/


Caru

https://caru.ie/other/in-bed-i-cut-words-by-artist-corina-duyn-launched-as-part-of-arts-in-nursing-homes-day/


Waterford News and Star

https://www.waterford-news.ie/news/waterford-artist-cuts-words-with-nursing-home-launch-of-latest-creation_arid-58259.html 


Waterford Council

https://waterfordcouncil.ie/in-bed-i-cut-words-by-artist-corina-duyn-launched-for-arts-in-nursing-homes-day/


Website

https://www.corinaduyn.com/site/


ME Information

http://meadvocatesireland.blogspot.com/